First time I saw that lovely figure sitting in front of his laptop I could not believe my eyes. How could be resumed there in such idiotic place such nice design of being. I truly hoped and worked into believing I was wrong, that all should, had to be an illusion. That's because my heart was troubled enough. The beat is always the same, changing the radio only. I looked at him and what was consuming me was the certainty that I was really not looking to that eyes for the first time. Again, focus Virginia. You're not going to screw this so costly plan. No, you shall not. I had been struggling to maintain loyalty to ancient feelings. Yes I know, the struggle is directly proportional to the much these ancient feelings are not being fed property. Therefore it led me to wonder again what to do to let it go or stay for good. What to do with such feeling? Why am I always trapped on my own feelings? Like a spider falling into it's own web.
I was so nervous. I thought I would declare it all in every second passed, but my ancient feelings were there like a big barrier, like a big hammer. And that made me see how strong it is this feeling. What a barrier. I wondered why... Why if this is not bringing me anywhere...
