How to lead with people?

A thousand of bad interpratations can be done as much as the conversation is not working. How to make a dialogue works? What is fundamental before arguing is to be quiet. If you are not quiet it is better to get out thhe conversation. Whenever you feel better or really calm, try to bring the matter back. Afterall ir has not ended and must be solved. However it is quite often to find many troubles hidden in a couple history. Men usually are not ready for long and emotional dialogs. Women, i other hand, are not used to lead with straight and minimal dialogs. For both it is good to improve with understanding about the other's weakness so, being compreensive is a good position alwyas even that behavio is damn avoided by you. Every behavior has an explanation. That must have too. And maybe it is not a bad one. Lets be positive. Indeed if it is proofed that the intentions were not very good raised it must be the time to calm down, take a step back and reach a good reflection. I am not so experienced in bad relations. It seems I have no skills to maintain a relation. Many of my relations were so painful and a emotional disaster. Why would I believe the next one will be exactly the opposite? For my well being I must but for my probability math there is no way out. 

Mi hermano

The only way of being with me was discovery by Hermano. He knew me so he couldnt show quite clearly his feelings nor pretend he was feeling nothing. He was always about to admit his love but never did. He was totally depedent on me but I could never fell really in charge. All the time we were about to have a strong relationship we alredy had. He knew how to keep me...

The end's day

That's ok. I had my chances to win and to loose. I won some new resources to improve a relationship and another ones to destroy it were attached to that ones I alredy had. They both can help, it depends on my focus. I cannot move foward this crazyness. Indeed I got no skills for living heauthly with people, at least the ones I have met. Anyway there is always a bright spot in the end of the tunel. I can see it clearly showing me the paradise which I am able to build. I can see a health relation. I know, I know I have phd in poisoning. I know how to spoil everything. I need to break down my psycho blocks. Would I someday? Day by day I disscover the much I need to grow and it seems I never reach the goal. Maybe the real goal is still reaching. After that, however, what I am gonna do? Today it is the day's end. I give up of all I have build with Reinald. No, this is the last time, finally. I hope I wont see his eyes again.

Somewhere over the rainbows

Straigh ahead from the world of tales and dreams, there she is: Liv Ishtar! A creature so naive and phylosophical that only dreams can afford! To put this girl in a world like Earth is to kill her. And step by step she is being hidden inside her own deeper and deeper. More and more it is harder to find her. She wont trust you, she wont believe in you. This world must be a lie so her dreams will become true. There is no man who can fullfill her desires and wishes, at least her single projections about an human being no one can reaches. What a disturbed girl she must be, so alone and sad. Guess someday I can satisfy her.

Dangerous blue eyes

If having blue eyes is a very good begining to catch my attention, imagine how far it would go if the guy acts like me father. This is all about me, this blocked feeling that lives with me since my father left me and as he doesnt return it only grows or keeps strongger and strongger.

How big it was

In a day like today when you simply know how much you wish to be next someone and how far this one is from you not just physically but mainly psycologically, nothing can help how blank it feels inside. We are miles away. So far that I wonder if someday we were really close at least once. There should not be more considerings about being next. I faced his rage so many times, his pride. Since I perceived his willing of being apart, today I realize there is nothing to fight for, nothing to care about. Pitifully my great feeling is just gone even so there stills the need to wish a good bye. Look how big it was!