That's ok. I had my chances to win and to loose. I won some new resources to improve a relationship and another ones to destroy it were attached to that ones I alredy had. They both can help, it depends on my focus. I cannot move foward this crazyness. Indeed I got no skills for living heauthly with people, at least the ones I have met. Anyway there is always a bright spot in the end of the tunel. I can see it clearly showing me the paradise which I am able to build. I can see a health relation. I know, I know I have phd in poisoning. I know how to spoil everything. I need to break down my psycho blocks. Would I someday? Day by day I disscover the much I need to grow and it seems I never reach the goal. Maybe the real goal is still reaching. After that, however, what I am gonna do? Today it is the day's end. I give up of all I have build with Reinald. No, this is the last time, finally. I hope I wont see his eyes again.
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