So hurt

There are happening which we cannot proof. If our word is not enough that is the time to think deeply if it worths. I never did so many struggles for someone as I did for my last bf. I never gave so much about my own to someone.. And, you know what? I did a mistake. Humans do not deserve such devotion. They cant live real live cause they dont believe real love exists. I am damn destroyed by all my beliefs in someone who really had nothing but sorrow to offer me. It was not and never will be love.