The ice block can be melted down

 I met this Dutch guy out of a vegan app. He seemed to be sharply ready to find me. But he has chosen not to. When our paths crossed, he took the way out. There is this that I could not avoid realising, though. Most of my life I left people before they could think about leaving me like my father did. I like to think I did it first. And when you get a broken heart, you might act in a similar way, you will try to break someone's heart before they break yours. I think this was the case. He struggled hard on that when generally I just need a sign and I am out, I was acting beyond my tolerance this time. Was not worthy. Those unconscious choices that we do, once put flat and straight in a rational perspective, they show how much time we may lose because of our fragilities and the fear to face and resolve them. Might be that most of us don’t realise, a part that realise and do nothing and there is this thin layer that is actually doing something, but then they struggle to find each other, for they are very few.